It's 6.40 am and I haven't slept a wink. The last time I remember myself not sleeping at all through the night was probably a year ago when I had school work like Web Design or Loc Vid to rush. But tonight, it's different. It's the first.
I just saw the first glimpse of sunlight through my window. The faint ray glowing brighter with every minute. I wish I could see the sunrise but alas, the sun don't rise from the west. Birds are starting to chirp and I hear buses zooming by. It's so quiet and surreal, I almost feel like crying. But then again, I feel like crying/actually cry at almost everything nowadays.
I am empty inside. God has once again shown me that I am nothing without Him. Try as hard as I might, I will always come back to God eventually. Crawling, sprawling or running, it doesn't matter. I must go back. Human strength is limited but God's unlimited. Draw near and drink up, drink deep.
It is practically bright outside now. Funny how it only takes a few minutes to lit up the world. My body is tired but my mind is wide awake. I need some sleeping pills.
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