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I have started practising Krav Maga. Mostly because I am bored with my boring routine lifestyle and partially because it sounded fun and I needed to try something new. And to learn some self-defense so I can protect myself when I'm in Sydney. I'm not sure why, but recently I've been having this insane urge to do something different. It's not like I have anything I want to do in particular, I just felt like I needed to do... something. Anything. Maybe because it's nearing the end of the year, and maybe because I'm turning 21 soon. This newfound fear of turning 21, becoming an adult, and looking back to realise that I've not accomplished anything this year is gaining its grip on me. Once in a while, I step back and have this amazing out of body experience and I see that I'm just being super silly because you don't judge your life like that. The process is as precious as the destination, if not more. But anyway, this 21st bday celebration is another headache. I want it to be memorable but I have yet to planned it because 1) I am lazy and 2) I like surprises and I'm hoping it will be one and 3) I have no idea what I want.
Just re-read what I wrote above and urgh, I am so freaking self-centred. There are wars and poverty going on and people, like this journalist, making a difference in this world and here I am whining about stupid things. I am ashamed. Ok goodbye.
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